Weird Conversations #2

 I seriously love my grandpa for our conversations.

~Grandpa- What is the meaning of this word?
*show a text from a friend that ended with, "….the bomb lol" *
~Me- It's metaphor or saying people use
~Grandpa- Why would they say a kind of thing like that?
~Me- It's just a saying. It means it's good/awesome
~Grandpa- Bombs are bad though, it blows up people *boooom*
~Me- Well bombs can be good too. I mean you can make cool explosions and demolish buildings and stuff
~Grandpa- So I should send a reply saying "bombs to you"
~Me- Why would you say that?
~Grandpa- Because apparently bombs are good so I'm just giving good back to him
~Me- Alrighty then 

Anime: Fairy Tail
Character: Makarov Dreyar

This anime is the bomb lol

What's On My Mind #7 -Gum Rant

I was reading the nutrition facts on a package of Wrigley's Extra Fruit Sensations gum in the flavor of Sweet Watermelon and found it very interesting. Apparently it contains 2g of sugar alcohol which is a type a alcohol produced in sugar. (lol I can get drunk of this stuff jk) It also says "Calories 5" but the serving size is 1 stick. That is kinda weird because you don't really eat gum so why would it limit you to "eat" one a day. It's kinda ironic since Wrigley's statistics states that an average person burns 11 calories for every hour a person chews gum, so why in the world would the packaging say serving size 1. Through personally experience of being in middle school and having few friends in high school/college, I know that most students don't just chew on only one stick of gum a day. Now whenever people ask me for a second piece of gum, I can be like "uh nope serving size 1 stick only"

Ifyoucanreadthisyouareonesuperduperepicamazingpersonandshoulddeserveanawardforthis,butIdon'thaveanawardforyouandthiskindalookslikeareallylongrunonsentencesoIshouldprobablystopnow.

Read that^^^ -challenge accepted 

Random Events

Sooo there's going to be a lunar eclipse April 15. The night where you can see the "pink moon" even though there's no such thing. *sigh* Too bad for the people who live in America like me because the eclipse will happen during the afternoon so we can't see nothing. That's one of the reasons why I wanna go visit Asia again. Also, cherry blossoms are a lot more gorgeous to look at on a lunar eclipse night, so that's something to look forward to.

Anime: Black Butler Season II
Characters: Claude Faustus (looking at the moon) & Alois Trancy (blonde kid)

lol this is not a good picture of them but it goes with the theme 

What's On My Mind #6 - Barely An Update

Got a cold again for the million time this year… and I can't stop coughing!! >.< *sigh*

Anyways I've been watching some shows while I've been doing some HW. Like most students do with the occasional music in the background so that you don't feel the awkwardly silence. I found this particular show that I can relate to a lot, because it's about a girl in high school, social insecurity, and pretty much stereotyping all Japanese high schoolers. ~Really entertaining to watch. (10 points towards motivation to do HW whoop whoop)

Anime: WataMote
Character in Anime: Tomoko Kuroki

Still can't stop coughing.. HELP ME!

What's On My Mind #5 / Prejudice

Why are people always being to prejudice anyways? I guess that's how the world works anyways besides money…
For example:
-all asians are smart (haha no.)
-white,black,yellow skinned ….. (still have no idea how that worked)
-girls always have pillow fights when they hang out together
-gingers have no souls (seriously where do people come up with that?)
-foreign parents are strict (sometimes not all the time)
-etc

Yup some prejudice world we live in….
Anime: SAO (Sword Art online)

Anime-Fanservice

Finally got some time to catch up on anime!! Which is awesome because I love it more than K-dramas and I've fallen behind a lot of episodes due to school. (ugh)

Over the years of watching hundreds of different shows, I can tell you one thing. Most Animes you look up are made for fan service. Although you can also find many action Animes (usually sic-fi), rarely some have a good story line with it. Not the shows that are really cheesy and you kinda saw everything coming in the first place, but the main character(s) are soo stupid to realize it. Also, you can't find perfect people like you would do in an anime, therefore mostly made for fan service.

What's On My Mind #4 / Hating Homework #2 / T.A.R.N #2

NEEEAAAGHHHHHHH I am having a huge brain fart and little motivation at the moment….I have a few assignments to get done yet have no idea where to start. I have nothing to do anyways since it's the break and all that good stuff but I don't want to be THAT kind of productiveness. Any motivation help suggestions?

Don't you hate it when teachers give you an assignment that's not technically homework, but to get it done, you have DO IT OVER THE BREAK ANYWAYS!!?!?!?! *sigh* Just putting it out there….

And so the boredness continues on….6 more days and this K-on reference :3
Seriously, I NEED MOTIVATION SUGGESTIONS!!

What's On My Mind #3 / T.A.R.N

Okay now, you might be wondering why I'm posting so many (this is my third one) today or this week in general. IT'S SPRING BREAK YAYA!!!! So since I have infinite free time on my hands, why not talk to the people who actually read my blog. --Which isn't a lot, but hey spend time at my blog with me.

Now, what is T.A.R.N? It stands for 

To 

Annoy 

R____ (aka Hareta (his blogger Name on The Ramblings of Hareta) also keeping his identity safe for now)

& Nick (aka Psychic Jelly and his blog, The Wisdom of Some Psychic Jelly)

When ever I messing with them I will post under TARN and this post specifically goes to Hareta since he was the one who started is… and I guess some pain goes to Psychic Jelly as well. 8)

Spring Cleaning

Spring is here and all of the cleaning many US kids have to go through. Like, cleaning up after long projects of the previous quarter or semester. Honesty, it's a lot of work to sort through old paperwork, miscellaneous bits, and having to decide whether to keep or discard. Then, the usual vacuuming, wiping windows/mirrors, dusting, doing the dishes, and laundry. Also, if your the man of the family like me, (yes I'm AM a girl but long story,) you gotta do the lawn maintenance. You know, cutting the grass, watering it/fixing the sprinklers, watering the trees/flower beds, pull weeds, rake leaves, and all that jazz. Technically every family should should do this from an everyday-weekly basis, but calling it "Spring Cleaning" possibly gives for more motivation? I dunno what do you guys think?

Another pic to annoy my friend blogger Nick (aka Psychic Jelly) and Hareta :P

Birthdays- Specifically Mine (At least for this post)

Birthdays are probably one of the most precious day where your brain decides to make yourself feel special, and you want to do something fun/amazing celebrate the anniversary of your birth date. (Which you don't remember the actually day of your birth, nor your 1st or 2nd "birthday" So, being unoriginal, this year (like every year) I would have a birthday party celebrate the occasion either on my birthday or during spring break since it always lies somewhere there. Anyways, here in the state of Colorado we have some particular weather going on, some days snowy, some warm, right after another…yet every year mother nature always plans snow/rain/fog/super cloudy (anything to make the outside chilly) on my birthday party. Ex: I had one yesterday, (it was pretty cold/snowy) and so today, I have typing this while its all warm rays of sunshine all over the place.

Now heres a picture of k-on so that I can annoy my fellow blogger Nick (aka Psychic Jelly) and Hareta (hehe)

Test Issues

Okay so pretty much everyone knows that feeling when your taking various types of tests right? It's like going through puberty depending on what ever type of test it is. Let me explain, tests comes in a variety of forms and difficulty. Easy, hard, the ones that takes forever to finish, quizzes, or that verbal pop quiz kind of things. While taking on these beasts that the teachers throws at you every so often you may experience some of these things before, during, or after:

-Having Minor Headaches
-Temporary Confusion
-A Bit of Frustration
-Being all Emotional
-Whining
-Uncomfortableness (while sitting at a desk for too long)
-Memory Loss
-Anxiety (that moment when you worry if you pass/ keeping up good grades)
-etc

It can happen to anybody whether it's directed towards the teacher, the test itself, the grades you got, or the entire unit failing to teach you anything…. so pretty much puberty sums it up for testing

What's On My Mind #3 / Weird Conversations

Okay this is one of the most strangest conversations that happened today…continue reading:

-Mom: I have some good news! Get over here
-Me: *Gets out of bed*
-Mom's Friend: *gives me 100$* This is for the report card and congrats on getting straight As
-Me: O-kay Thank You...
-Mom's Friend: I'll make you a deal, every time you get straight As like that I'll give you $100.
-My head: Didn't I start making that little deal with my family since like third grade? I've had pretty good grade every year since Kindergarden though.
-Me: Uh… Thank you?
-Mom's Friend: I will only give you this only if you promise me that you will always have good grades and be a good kid… *something something something* Always do your best …etc... don't let me down….*the rest of his unclear speech*
-My head: wait what? I've always had good grades though…
-Me: Oh..kay
-Mom: Whoa my 50 and another 100 each quarter grades, you are living the life.
-Me: Not really, considering I have to use all of it to pay for the food at church every Sunday-every Month, School Field Trips, buying presents, and other expenses that I have to pay for myself…… 
-My Head: Trying not to waste money on myself here...
-Mom's Friend: Okay you can go to bed now
-Mom: Goodbye
-Me: Goodnight...? *half asleep walk back to room*
-My Head: SINCE WHEN DID I BECAME ONE OF THOSE DELINQUENT STUDENTS THAT HAVE TO BE REWARDED FOR EVERY LITTLE ACHIEVEMENTS/IMPROVEMENTS?? Stuff like this isn't unfamiliar to anyone. It's not like I've been getting Ds and Fs and this is my first straight As...

I don't know, that speech from my mom's friend just makes me question why I even bother having good grades every quarter when apparently everyone is going to think I'm going to slip up and end up being a hobo or something. Now I guess I have money which will probably be gone soon…

My Dark Fears / What's On My Mind #2

I felt like posting a little bit more. Please Don't Hate Me!

(Still like ANYONE would read any of this anyways)

Okay I admit it, I have a lot of fears. People who know me that never read my blog, (*cough* pretty *cough* much *cough* everyone) probably think that I'm fearless. I'm actually not. I've gotten to a point where on the inside I'm scared of pretty much everything, but the front I've putting up is that I don't care anymore. Duo personality in one I would like to call it.

For example: 

-I'm scared of dying, but yet I don't mined if I die or not.

-Snakes scare me to death, but I have been around and held various types of snakes millions of times.

-I'm always nervous around roller coasters/high places, but I love them.

I don't know why. That is just the way I am. You know what I'm scared of the most? Losing people and getting hurt in the process. 

Honestly, growing up most of my friends/random people would either move, didn't really care about me, don't even remember me, grown apart or think that I'm a nuisance. Yes those dark times where just me standing on the other side of the room will bring a sour look on their faces and they start talking to me behind their backs. When they have to talk to someone like me, they act like I'm their most best friend ever but I know I'm not. I haven't had a "best friend" since I was 6years old. True I still have some at my church that I have known since forever but they wouldn't care less about me. (That's kind of a side story)

Maybe that's why lately I've started to push people away so that I don't feel like all of them have gone away from me which they will anyways. Somehow I've got this mind set that if I cling on to people, then they wouldn't leave. Yet, if I get too attached I'm going to be lonely again, so better push them away and be a bother to them. I don't exactly know where I got this process from but it kinda became a habit. My life is messed up anyways. All well that is how life is ^_^

Let's not bring this topic in particular anymore okay? Promise! (Also, I don't need no therapy since I got my life already figured out. I don't need professionals to walk me through it again :P )

If you have been reading both of my posts today… YOU are an amazing person! You probably think I'm stupid for posting these kinds of things and that is probably true. What ever though :D

My Life In Pieces/What's On My Mind

Warning: This is a post where I kinda vent out for a bit so hope you don't mind reading this. (Not that anyone would actually read my blog anyways…)

March is neither a good or bad month anymore for me… 

There's been a lot of deaths in my family:
-Murders
-Natural Causes
-Aging

Many past conflicts:
-Adult Fights
-People In Hospitals
-etc

Yet there are some good things that comes out of it…

Birthdays:
-A Bunch of Friend's
-Mine's
-Parties

Spring Break:
-Trips
-Visiting Family

They all overlap each other, so I don't know if I'm suppose to be happy, sad, or sorry. Especially where to direct these feelings towards. One day feeling sad about a loved one-next day be all happy because it's a friend's birthday that day. There are days that start off good then eventually turns into endless tears. Sometimes I wonder that my being in this world was just a burden to everyone and my very existence is creating pure bad luck to the people surrounding me. I know it's not true, but… but it just keeps coming back. "Would everything be better off if I never existed on Earth?" I would ask myself that sometimes just for the thought of it. 

Thanks for reading my post, it means a lot. This just a random venting moment so I feel like posting it. *-* 

FYI: I not going to be all suicidal though cuz that's lame.

Why I HATE Homework

The Reasons Why I Hate Homework -relatable-

1) STRESS STRESS STRESS

-That explains a lot doesn't it?


2) That time when something utterly goes wrong with the hw/project…

-Especially when it's the day or night before it's due. Ready for a mental breakdown mode.


3) When you work on hw that makes no sense what so ever and spend countless of hours on it.

-Then doubting yourself over and over if you actually got it right or not.


4) Time for bed -WAIT- forgot to do that essay…

-That anger you have at the little assignment which is keeping you form precious sleep.